Monday, July 28, 2008

to PJ (1992-2007)


Hanging out in my backyard I usually say a few words and whistles to my bird PJ. I buried him in a biscuits box under a dogwood tree in my backyard last fall. my sister watched from her window as I put dirt on top of the tin. My mom put a small winged angel made out of concrete at the head of the grave. 



"Come over Darling.
We can play cards."
"Don't get a paper cut."
"Don't get red hearts.

"We can go outside
and hold hands--
look into the robin-shelled sky
to soften romance.

"I lost my bird
somewhere out here.
He's under the dirt
somewhere out here.

"Let's listen to 
his little song.
I think you'll like it.
It isn't very long."

Singing as the roots
crush his wings.
Singing as the worms
eat his heart.
Whistling along
with the Earth's song.





Monday, July 7, 2008

stratocaster the catocatster

              Stratocaster's favorite sleepytime album.




I'm Elyse's cat's dad and it feels probably a little bit close to being a real dad-- maybe even better.
Watching his little body delicately be squashed by mere gravity into the soft blankets on the windowsill. 
Watching him curiously react to the newness of life reflects my curiosity of the completely different perspective he has on life.
Is a human baby as aware as a kitten?
Does a human accept the world too quickly?
How is it not too much of a shock to go from not being into being?

A cat's curiosity seems to be wholly justified-- each tiny thing deserves tireless interest.
Observing Strato (my kitten son) causes me to reimagine the ways in which I observe.
How many different lenses is a single reality capable of?
The breath inside the kitten's body--
how is it different from the spirit within us.





Sunday, July 6, 2008

Church recommended



51st and Park is the byzantine beauty St. Barts Cathedral.

I think going to church on a sunday is a good idea even if youre not a christian.
this summer st. barts will have choirs and orchestras performing great classical works.
it was a real treat to hear today the Chichester Psalms by Leonard Bernstein (man behind West Side Story's music)